Monday, July 07, 2008

blast from the past but also a shot into the future

I know what I want the next 10 years of my life to be like, but I don't know exactly how to go about getting it to turn out that way. If it was just something that I would solely do that would be one thing. But in my current vision of the future I need a few other people to co-operate. How do I make this work? But life would be just so grand if it turned out as it is in my head. Such a shame really. It could be perfect.

I decided to move back into my old house. My mom just had a house built and moved in May. Her old house was the temp home of my sister and brother in law but they just closed on a house last Monday. So now there is this huge house sitting in the middle of a semi shady neighborhood all alone. And I wanted to move anyway and this way I can save $$$ since I will just be paying utilities. I just worry I will be lonely. And that being by myself in this big house will be scary. I mean honestly, to this day, i still am scared of the basement over there. I just hope I am making the right move.

Where is that crystal ball when I need it . . .

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