I'll have the liverwurst

I'm kind of pissy. I made a rather funny radio ad yesterday. I mean seriously, it's some of my better work. I find myself to be clever and this ad really says clever. I played it for the people at work today and I got nothing. No chuckle, no snorting, no liquids out the nose. They didn't have to declare me a god, they just had to smile and say well done. Neither of those 2 things happened. This saddens me greatly. These are the people that I am about to sign a contract with and they can't even say well done? What the hell am I doing with my life?

I have had a few interviews lately. I didn't think I applied for this many jobs, I guess I did. I blame the Ambien I am not taking. The problem with them all is that I get there and I am not enthusiastic about what they are offering me. I mean, I am not going to be a cheerleader for the job, but I should show some interest. I just can't though. It's really a bad thing. I read the list of job openings and not once does my heart beat faster and I think, 'I must have this job.' Nothing is jumping at me. I realize that I am being a bit unrealistic if I think my first job is going to be the job of my dreams. But I also realize that I do not want to waste my time at a place where I am under appreciated and not doing something that I half way enjoy. I also think that in the back of my mind I know that my internship is going to hire me, so I don't really care about turning down these other jobs. But when they don;t even laugh at the best ever ad, maybe I should rethink employment there.

As I normally do when frustrated, I will now grr. So GRRRRRRRRR

Life is set up the wrong way. As children we should work. This way we can't really revolt since we know nothing better. Then after 21 years of working we should be freed to the world and able to roam freely. I realize that with children working nothing great would get done, but you never know. My 3 year old nephew is pretty smart and he could run a company where we all play power rangers and use fake tools to build fake bridges over the lava pit that is the living room floor.